If you are hoping for a happy happy blog that makes you feel like a better person inside and out then don’t read this.
I am so drained at the moment! I just don’t know what to do, I feel emotionally drained and I have just been to the gym so now I feel physically drained too…
I am not used to this!
Ughhhh I don’t know what to do.
I will add more later! x

Fruit, water and Bjork <3
I went to the gym last night so that is a total of three times this week! My eating has improved 100%!!
I went into a phase of semi binging on sandwiches at night, but I am out of that now (thank god)!
It is strange because now I work afternoon/evenings I have to eat dinner at 6pm in my break when before I would eat about 8pm. I need to start having fruit and water after work because it is not good to eat at midnight when i would get hungry again!
I have put all of my hair into plates so when i take them out there will be lots of curls : D
Today the sun is shining, it is a beautiful day, but I still don’t feel my normal happy self. I will get there.
: D
I cut the shit and get back to doing what I can do. Can I look back at this. Read these words and break my mental block that will not let me succeed?! YOU DO NOT PHYSICALLY HAVE TO DO WHAT YOU MIND DEMANDS YOU DO. Take back and create your own rules. You know that feeling. You have felt it one too many time. Don’t create any more lies!
Clear head and good food today.
Vegetables galore today as I tried to clean out my fridge of everything before I go grocery shopping tomorrow.

AM: Sprout Sandwich on a whole wheat flat bread. Light sour cream, tons of fresh cilantro and lemon juice was combined to make a wonderful spread. So clean tasting!

PM: Veg Pasta. In a pan, I sauteed onions, garlic, carrot, parsnips, asparagus, white cabbage, and boch choy in a miniscule amount of butter and sesame oil. I tossed the vegetables with a very small amount of whole wheat pasta, sesame seeds, and some fresh cilantro.
Yum!

Not long after dinner I had a piece of homemade blueberry crumble coffee cake that Shae’s mother made! My god, it was amazing. I just wanted a BUCKET of the crumble topping.
Combined with dinner I probably ate a touch past the point of being content but all in all it was another flawless day!
All is full of love.
- Adam
A lazy day filled with the greatest food.

AM: Started the day with jasmine blossom green tea which was sent to me by beautiful Lauren. Really soft and wonderful! I usually drink russian green tea which is a bit more bitter so this was really lovely. I also snacked on a few raw almonds and grape tomatoes.

LATE AM: The greatest sandwich I think I have ever made. It was all in the spread! I mixed light sour cream, lemon juice, fresh terragon, thai basil, salt, and pepper. I spread it on 2 halves of whole wheat greek pita bread and in between stuffed turkey and a massive mound of sprouts. I had some carrot sticks alongside. Amazing!


EARLY PM: Mall crawling with Shae. I had a small cup of frozen green tea yogurt topped with mango and strawberries. I hate the mall but the yogurt was tasty.

PM: Ended the day with a brilliant dinner. I baked a piece of pork loin that I stuffed with minced garlic, terragon, thyme, and basil. For the side I sauteed asparagus, yellow onion, carrot, parsnips, and boch choy in a little butter and olive oil and finished it off with a bit of fresh cilantro.
This all was like a giant plate of sunshine!
- Adam
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